Sometimes at night, I cry for you
I long for your voice
And I hug the pillows instead of you

Sometimes at night, I wish for you
I pray you'll change your mind
And come back to me

Sometimes at night, I remember
I keep those memories in my grasp
And never let them go

But sometimes at night, I know
I know that in the end, you love yourself more than me
And that could never work

Most importantly, sometimes I hate myself
I can't stand the way I still wait for you
And I know that it will take forever to regain my balance

It's the messages I send and the phone calls I make
Hoping you'll realize what you're doing
But knowing that your pride never will allow you too

So sleep with your pride tonight
Because tonight, I won't sleep with you