Well, I'm shivering cold right now because I was caught in a hurricane.

...Okay, it wasn't a hurricane...more like a rainstorm that decided to rape me. I'm currently listening to Bob Dylan, and talking to Luke.
My coffee has somehow disappeared...>.>
Anyways, Luke is -hopefully- getting a dA!!! I'm excited for ya'll to see his work. He's truly an amazing poet. I love his poetry with a passion...and yeah, he's just awesome. He's going to be great some day...then when he's famous, he'll dump me. I know it. -.-

Haha, just kidding.

My legs look as if I've been severly beaten. These bike wrecks are never good, you know. I'm stuck on that whole Libertine series...dunno why it keeps coming into my mind. Maybe I should actually try to connect them more and make it into something coherent. I dunno.

Anyways, Drew needs to write me back...HURRY UP! Lol. Luke's written me two letters and is in the process of a third, but the Postal service in england sucks. They are on strike. FAIL.

I should probably do something productive...but I just don't want to.

With love and hope,
Amanda

Ahhh yes. Back here again. I have finished my psychology class for the day, written most of Luke's letter, and need to read some in Medieval Lit. My problem? I am procrastinating to the highest degree. I know, shame on me. The last week of my life has been quite horrid. I won't bore you with details, but I will say that this week can only be better.

I've been thinking a lot about different mediums through which we as humans work. Needless to say, I only am finding truth within myself about this. Jeff Buckley has been singing to me (at least, in my mind...ha.) and Luke had an "I love you" war with me. I won. >;] I miss him a lot...and I can't wait until I get to see him. Days seem a little shorter when I talk to him, which brings me in mind of time.

Ever seen The Illusionist? Well, I relate. I would love to just...disappear. Now now, don't think I'm off on some manic-depressive rampage. I'm not. Drew has not written me back! [DREW WRITE ME BACK] :] and I'm ready to just...go.


Oh yes, if you want to write me letters, let's write. I would rather enjoy receiving mail. 'Tis true. So, message me and we shall be pen pals.

With love and hope,
amanda

Today has been one of those days.


A dreary, cool, mournful day. The kind of day I love.


I would give anything to feel alive at this very instant, but for some reason, I feel still inside. Still and steady.


I don't pity myself for feeling this way, and I don't want pity. Just a quiet observation on my part right about now.

So you guys should check out this...
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It's an amazing tank from TWLOHA! Definitely check it out. It's the organization that I'm really supportive of and would do just about anything for!!

With love and hope,
Amanda

Hey guys.

I am just updating to tell you all that I have a blogspot now.
I'm going to be using it quite a bit, and I want each and every one of you to follow me through stuff.
I'm going to be posting my journey to how I got here, and I want all of you to follow!

Love and hope,
Amanda

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